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chan soo khian: what advise would you give young architects right now?
moshe safdie: i would say, make sure you got the passion, because for the scheme today, it's not a profession that's highly rewarded....


unconsciously fkin tears dropped deep down

i hate what am i doing right now

i really wanted to be an architect

so bad

at least that's what am i thinking right now

i miss my school life

i miss the moment that my mind fill with assignments instead of other thoughts

wouldn't be any happier than forcing ourself to stay away from our passions repeatedly???

been pulled my passion out from dancing as i thought it couldn't give a good living & future

but actually i hate myself when i am looking my ex-crewmate being so famous & keep going on without hesitation

same thing happening right now

i hate myself when i am looking my ex-classmates keep going on in every second but i'm gradually leaving it in every second!

i've been left out! dumping into the bin! sending to the wastage site! that's what i feels

i hate when i'm the only son of the family

i hate my dad stressing me indirectly all the time

i hate to be born in this family

sorry for my childish spoken, but i really wanted to shout it loud so badly

i need to talk but no one is here

striving for a deep warm hug but no one in here

im so fuckup